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Saturday, May 20, 2006
Damn Damn Damn....
Saw Eugene in MSN.. we had a chat.. ask each other how are you and stuff.. he sounds so negative.. so not eugene.. the eugene in mi mind is always full of drive and energy.. always laughing.. craking stupid jokes.. full of nonsense.. such a fun-filled person.. but now.. he sounds like a man who have been so much pain.. a man who have lost his hopes.. haiz..
thats when mi remember aus told mi that their gang is planning a trip to KL.. then mi ask eugene about it.. mi read his blog and saw the pictures he took.. most are food.. keke.. then mi realise aus not in any of the pics.. so puzzled.. so ask eugene why.. turns up aus din go.. eugene also din know the reason.. *ponders* cos aus was quite excited abt the trip when he told mi..
eugene told mi that aus's ex also din went for the trip.. his ex is now attached and is very happy in her relationship.. aus is still in good terms with her.. wow.. he really is big hearted.. how could he remain so calm and composed when he have to face the girl he loves almost everyday and knowing that she loves another?
mi browse abit at eugene's bloggie.. found aus's bloggie link.. went to take a look.. was so suprised that he started to update his bloggie again on jan 06.. a gap of more then a year.. took a while to update miself about his life.. some of his entries make mi sad.. he sounds kinda lonely and empty.. haiz.. hope that someone will enter his life to fill up his emptiness.. brighten his life up with love..
please be happy.........
thats when mi remember aus told mi that their gang is planning a trip to KL.. then mi ask eugene about it.. mi read his blog and saw the pictures he took.. most are food.. keke.. then mi realise aus not in any of the pics.. so puzzled.. so ask eugene why.. turns up aus din go.. eugene also din know the reason.. *ponders* cos aus was quite excited abt the trip when he told mi..
eugene told mi that aus's ex also din went for the trip.. his ex is now attached and is very happy in her relationship.. aus is still in good terms with her.. wow.. he really is big hearted.. how could he remain so calm and composed when he have to face the girl he loves almost everyday and knowing that she loves another?
mi browse abit at eugene's bloggie.. found aus's bloggie link.. went to take a look.. was so suprised that he started to update his bloggie again on jan 06.. a gap of more then a year.. took a while to update miself about his life.. some of his entries make mi sad.. he sounds kinda lonely and empty.. haiz.. hope that someone will enter his life to fill up his emptiness.. brighten his life up with love..
please be happy.........
written by min @ 5/20/2006 12:25:00 AM
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Damn Damn Damn....
Saw Eugene in MSN.. we had a chat.. ask each other how are you and stuff.. he sounds so negative.. so not eugene.. the eugene in mi mind is always full of drive and energy.. always laughing.. craking stupid jokes.. full of nonsense.. such a fun-filled person.. but now.. he sounds like a man who have been so much pain.. a man who have lost his hopes.. haiz..
thats when mi remember aus told mi that their gang is planning a trip to KL.. then mi ask eugene about it.. mi read his blog and saw the pictures he took.. most are food.. keke.. then mi realise aus not in any of the pics.. so puzzled.. so ask eugene why.. turns up aus din go.. eugene also din know the reason.. *ponders* cos aus was quite excited abt the trip when he told mi..
eugene told mi that aus's ex also din went for the trip.. his ex is now attached and is very happy in her relationship.. aus is still in good terms with her.. wow.. he really is big hearted.. how could he remain so calm and composed when he have to face the girl he loves almost everyday and knowing that she loves another?
mi browse abit at eugene's bloggie.. found aus's bloggie link.. went to take a look.. was so suprised that he started to update his bloggie again on jan 06.. a gap of more then a year.. took a while to update miself about his life.. some of his entries make mi sad.. he sounds kinda lonely and empty.. haiz.. hope that someone will enter his life to fill up his emptiness.. brighten his life up with love..
please be happy.........
thats when mi remember aus told mi that their gang is planning a trip to KL.. then mi ask eugene about it.. mi read his blog and saw the pictures he took.. most are food.. keke.. then mi realise aus not in any of the pics.. so puzzled.. so ask eugene why.. turns up aus din go.. eugene also din know the reason.. *ponders* cos aus was quite excited abt the trip when he told mi..
eugene told mi that aus's ex also din went for the trip.. his ex is now attached and is very happy in her relationship.. aus is still in good terms with her.. wow.. he really is big hearted.. how could he remain so calm and composed when he have to face the girl he loves almost everyday and knowing that she loves another?
mi browse abit at eugene's bloggie.. found aus's bloggie link.. went to take a look.. was so suprised that he started to update his bloggie again on jan 06.. a gap of more then a year.. took a while to update miself about his life.. some of his entries make mi sad.. he sounds kinda lonely and empty.. haiz.. hope that someone will enter his life to fill up his emptiness.. brighten his life up with love..
please be happy.........
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Monday, April 24, 2006
Yo Yo.... "Just JJ" World Tour (Singapore) 2006
I am so so so excited... Just came back not long ago from JJ's Party.. keke.. Decided to go to his concert a few days ago.. Then must as well go for the free mini concert rite! Hang have to drag mi out from bed.. cos mi sleepy head mah.. so hard to wake mi up.. Think he spent about 20 mins.. keke.. went to his house 1st.. his daddy teaching us how to make tiramisu.. tasted it before.. really yummy! his daddy is a good cook.. been going to his home for dinner for the past few weeks.. Hang's mummy really lucky... aniway.. Hang did not inherit his daddy's cokking talents nor interest.. so sad..
we took a cab to expo.. reached there near 3pm.. was expecting a super duper long queue.. but then the queue wasn't as long as expected.. the weather was super hot though.. was sweating like mad.. think mi was scorned abit.. make mi veri irritated.. there was a few different queues.. the signs for each queue was not clear and there was no one to give instructions.. it's pretty confusing.. the management is very poor in organising the event.. drives mi crazy.. finally managed to get the tickets.. think the seats should be quite good (according to the sales counter).. it better be or mi will curse her.. *evil laugh*
went into expo hall 8 around 6pm.. but the party oni start at 7pm.. then u know lah.. all these concerts always late.. mi straving so smuggled some sandwiches and drinks in.. the urshers were quite rude.. no manners! forgive them for the sake of JJ.. hehe..
got the feeling of kena bluffed.. cos oni Lingzi came out at 7pm+.. she told us tat there's going to be some fliming.. its goin to be shown at JJ's world tour.. so we shouted alot.. cannot see miself leh.. so sad..
the guest is 林宇中.. he is a malaysia singer who just release his album recently.. his songs veri nice.. mi like this song esp.. its veri simple yet veri sad and touching wor.. memories flows back abit.. *sobz.. sobz.. sniff.. sniff* haiz... *smacks miself*
靠岸
你坐在我身边
可是表情很不自然
聊的话很平凡
却很悲伤
你说你不相信
活着就是为了梦想
甚至你更怀疑
什么是地久天长
咖啡麻醉不了孤单
只会让心更烫
哦都一样 所谓梦想
终究飘飘荡荡
在迷乱的台北流浪
寻找一个幻想
突然很渴望在我身上
找到你要的靠岸
这一刻
当我们都感觉到彼此的心愿
爱情早已经开始
思念早己经蔓延
咖啡麻醉不了孤单
只会让夜更长
我也一样 飘飘荡荡
眼神交换迷惘
在冷漠的台北流浪
找一个避风港
突然很渴望在你身上
也找到我要的靠岸
Jun Yang also went to the stage.. apprantly he is going to release hs debut album in May or June.. so he promote his album abit lah.. yawnz..
haha.. aniway.. throughout the party, JJ oni sang 3 songs if mi rem correctly.. but he really heat up the atmosphere wor.. all the fans were screaming on top of their lungs whenever he appears on stage. JJ is so cute! mi love him! after the party its an autograph session.. he oni signs on the concet tickets.. but no pictures allowed.. *grumbles* mi get to shake his hand! he give mi this really bright n sunny n absolutely charming smile! his hand is really warm.. think mi not goin to let Hang touch mi right hand for quite sometime! lol.. mi can't wait for the actual concert.. simply can;t get enuff of JJ!
JJ Lin 林俊杰 - Yuan Lai 原来
街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
Happy Happy Chinese New Year!
Hello everyone... Wishing all of you the BEST in LIFE! Inclusive of family, health, relationships, work..........
Hope all of us have a yet better year ahead!
Hope all of us have a yet better year ahead!
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
yozzie ppl... hmm.. mi rarely update mi bloggie nowadays... dunno if u ppl ever visit it anymore...
actually Hang dunno abt this bloggie... mi dun wanna tell him abt this.. not cos mi wanna hide from him.. but mi started this blog to vent mi sadness and frustrations.. this is one of my passageway to express mi emotions that mi was going through when aus broke up with mi.. for more then 2 years mi have been blogging about him.. even mi bloggie design looks kinda depressing yah?
hmm.. eversince mi accepted Hang.. we have been together almost everyday.. keke.. in the past mi used to think that seeing ur bf or gf is too much! like u have no life at all.. but Hang changed mi thinking mi guess.. mi admire his determination and perseverance.. it is not for him to pick mi from work everyday.. can see that he is very tired.. he always reach home late and wake up early for work.. however he din gave up.. keke.. lets see how much longer he can endure... =)
hee.. we have a new project! besides the jigsaw and the scrap book (haven started but we bought lots of materials! oops.. lolz), we started writing diaries.. we have 2.. in the diary, we write watever we wanna write.. maybre its just some thoughts.. maybe we have something to ask each other.. then every week we will exchange... maybe u ppl will think tats a very lame idea yah.. but mi thought its kinda fun.. =p dunno how log mi interest will last though. lolz..
actually Hang dunno abt this bloggie... mi dun wanna tell him abt this.. not cos mi wanna hide from him.. but mi started this blog to vent mi sadness and frustrations.. this is one of my passageway to express mi emotions that mi was going through when aus broke up with mi.. for more then 2 years mi have been blogging about him.. even mi bloggie design looks kinda depressing yah?
hmm.. eversince mi accepted Hang.. we have been together almost everyday.. keke.. in the past mi used to think that seeing ur bf or gf is too much! like u have no life at all.. but Hang changed mi thinking mi guess.. mi admire his determination and perseverance.. it is not for him to pick mi from work everyday.. can see that he is very tired.. he always reach home late and wake up early for work.. however he din gave up.. keke.. lets see how much longer he can endure... =)
hee.. we have a new project! besides the jigsaw and the scrap book (haven started but we bought lots of materials! oops.. lolz), we started writing diaries.. we have 2.. in the diary, we write watever we wanna write.. maybre its just some thoughts.. maybe we have something to ask each other.. then every week we will exchange... maybe u ppl will think tats a very lame idea yah.. but mi thought its kinda fun.. =p dunno how log mi interest will last though. lolz..
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Friday, January 20, 2006
Min Min is VERY SICK!
feeling terrible.. yesterday woke up with a terrible headache and sore throat... but then mi hang on and drag miself to work.. head feel so heavy.. cannot forcus.. scarly got pipping work at mi workplace.. super noisy.. gotta shout and scream for ppl to hear mi.. sore throat got worse... head nearly explode siak...
luckily hang pick mi up after work.. (keke.. we meet almost everyday.. he always pick mi up when mi on pm shift.. if am shift he will meet mi halfway.. =p)when he saw mi he feel that mi look unwell.. he feel mi forehead and detected a fever.. he was very worried siak.. he flag a cab and sent mi to clinic.. all along the journey, he massage mi head.. it helps a lot..
mi got high fever of 38.6 degrees.. super duper bad throat infection.. got 2 days mc..
after that he sent mi home.. he stayed until mi took a bath, ate dinner and took mi medicine.. mi acted like a spoilt child.. (keke.. actually min is lah.. =p) he is veri patient and feed mi my medicine.. hee.. he stayed until quite late though he is working the next day..
hee.. actually mi din tell hang mi sick wor.. so feel very happy that he is able to see that mi unwell.. initally, mi plan to persuade him to take a cab home.. but then mi no need to open mi mouth, he flag for cab liao.. mi keep telling him that mi dun wanna see a doc.. (cos mi HATE to eat medicine..) but then he took charge and wouldn't take no for an answer.. so mi have to give in lor..
keke.. it really feels good to have someone who cares and take care of you.. (besides mama & papa)
luckily hang pick mi up after work.. (keke.. we meet almost everyday.. he always pick mi up when mi on pm shift.. if am shift he will meet mi halfway.. =p)when he saw mi he feel that mi look unwell.. he feel mi forehead and detected a fever.. he was very worried siak.. he flag a cab and sent mi to clinic.. all along the journey, he massage mi head.. it helps a lot..
mi got high fever of 38.6 degrees.. super duper bad throat infection.. got 2 days mc..
after that he sent mi home.. he stayed until mi took a bath, ate dinner and took mi medicine.. mi acted like a spoilt child.. (keke.. actually min is lah.. =p) he is veri patient and feed mi my medicine.. hee.. he stayed until quite late though he is working the next day..
hee.. actually mi din tell hang mi sick wor.. so feel very happy that he is able to see that mi unwell.. initally, mi plan to persuade him to take a cab home.. but then mi no need to open mi mouth, he flag for cab liao.. mi keep telling him that mi dun wanna see a doc.. (cos mi HATE to eat medicine..) but then he took charge and wouldn't take no for an answer.. so mi have to give in lor..
keke.. it really feels good to have someone who cares and take care of you.. (besides mama & papa)
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
Happy Happy New Year!
hope everyone had a merry xmas and a happy new year.. cny is around the corner.. dun really feel the festive spirit..
mi spent both xmas and new year with Hang.. seems like mi spent almost all mi free time with him.. if mi on morning shift.. we will meet somewhere shop around and have dinner together (mostly at his house.. his daddy & mummy back from hk.. so his dad will cook.. his skills not bad.. =p) if afternoon shift, he will fatch mi at changi.. then we will go bedok hawker cantre for dinner (got lots of yummy food there.. *drools*) he put in alot of effort for us to spend more time together.. mi know that he is very tired with all the travelling.. mi kinda touched lah.. keke.. *blush*
we have 2 projects on hand! we bought a 2000 piece jigsaw puzzle.. its really pretty but it is also driving us to nuts.. think we got about 1/4 done.. *scratch head* ganbatte! the other project is scrap booking.. we have already bought some materials.. haven start doing anithing.. Ganbatte!
Everyone have a super duper great 2006! =)
mi spent both xmas and new year with Hang.. seems like mi spent almost all mi free time with him.. if mi on morning shift.. we will meet somewhere shop around and have dinner together (mostly at his house.. his daddy & mummy back from hk.. so his dad will cook.. his skills not bad.. =p) if afternoon shift, he will fatch mi at changi.. then we will go bedok hawker cantre for dinner (got lots of yummy food there.. *drools*) he put in alot of effort for us to spend more time together.. mi know that he is very tired with all the travelling.. mi kinda touched lah.. keke.. *blush*
we have 2 projects on hand! we bought a 2000 piece jigsaw puzzle.. its really pretty but it is also driving us to nuts.. think we got about 1/4 done.. *scratch head* ganbatte! the other project is scrap booking.. we have already bought some materials.. haven start doing anithing.. Ganbatte!
Everyone have a super duper great 2006! =)
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Feeling Feeling.... weird.. kinda confused.....
now taking a break from MapleSea.. letting mi poor character to take a rest and recover before killing more piggies.. keke.. been staying up till 6 smt in the morning during mi off days... tired.. *yawnz* mi dunno what is the purpose of spending so much time on the game.. mi not a game addict aniway... maybe what Ben analyze is right... maybe mi hooked to the game cos of him.. yes him.. Aus...
Aus has been msging m a few times for the past week to ask mi out.. and coincidently, everytime he ask mi out, mi already have plans to meet Hang.. mi was thinking.. if mi happen to be free.. shld mi agree to meet him? if yes, shld mi tell hang? what will be his reaction? will he be angry? how will mi feel? ARGH! damn...
Min is so afraid of xmas.. cos it is the xmas of 2000 that we got together... ever since we broke up.. xmas is always a beautiful sad day to remind mi of mi heartbreak and tears.. how time flies.. its been so many years... but the memories are still very much intact.. maybe he is so bored and have no other khakis.. thats why he will ask mi out.. but it is affecting mi.. making mi shaky...
jus met hang yesterday night.. mi din tell him about Aus msging mi... feel abit guilty though.. but jus duno how to put it across.. or shld mi even tell him? or jus let it pass? Hang really dotes on mi.. mi feel at ease and safe with him.. no doubt he is nothing near mi prince charming.. but he have quailties that make him unique.. mi has hurt him rather adly before.. and mi dun wanna hurt him again.. but mi feeling shaky.. mi so afraid Aus will dig out mi feelings for him. feelings mi tried so hard to bury in the ground....
min needs help...
Aus has been msging m a few times for the past week to ask mi out.. and coincidently, everytime he ask mi out, mi already have plans to meet Hang.. mi was thinking.. if mi happen to be free.. shld mi agree to meet him? if yes, shld mi tell hang? what will be his reaction? will he be angry? how will mi feel? ARGH! damn...
Min is so afraid of xmas.. cos it is the xmas of 2000 that we got together... ever since we broke up.. xmas is always a beautiful sad day to remind mi of mi heartbreak and tears.. how time flies.. its been so many years... but the memories are still very much intact.. maybe he is so bored and have no other khakis.. thats why he will ask mi out.. but it is affecting mi.. making mi shaky...
jus met hang yesterday night.. mi din tell him about Aus msging mi... feel abit guilty though.. but jus duno how to put it across.. or shld mi even tell him? or jus let it pass? Hang really dotes on mi.. mi feel at ease and safe with him.. no doubt he is nothing near mi prince charming.. but he have quailties that make him unique.. mi has hurt him rather adly before.. and mi dun wanna hurt him again.. but mi feeling shaky.. mi so afraid Aus will dig out mi feelings for him. feelings mi tried so hard to bury in the ground....
min needs help...
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