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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Feeling Feeling.... weird.. kinda confused.....
now taking a break from MapleSea.. letting mi poor character to take a rest and recover before killing more piggies.. keke.. been staying up till 6 smt in the morning during mi off days... tired.. *yawnz* mi dunno what is the purpose of spending so much time on the game.. mi not a game addict aniway... maybe what Ben analyze is right... maybe mi hooked to the game cos of him.. yes him.. Aus...
Aus has been msging m a few times for the past week to ask mi out.. and coincidently, everytime he ask mi out, mi already have plans to meet Hang.. mi was thinking.. if mi happen to be free.. shld mi agree to meet him? if yes, shld mi tell hang? what will be his reaction? will he be angry? how will mi feel? ARGH! damn...
Min is so afraid of xmas.. cos it is the xmas of 2000 that we got together... ever since we broke up.. xmas is always a beautiful sad day to remind mi of mi heartbreak and tears.. how time flies.. its been so many years... but the memories are still very much intact.. maybe he is so bored and have no other khakis.. thats why he will ask mi out.. but it is affecting mi.. making mi shaky...
jus met hang yesterday night.. mi din tell him about Aus msging mi... feel abit guilty though.. but jus duno how to put it across.. or shld mi even tell him? or jus let it pass? Hang really dotes on mi.. mi feel at ease and safe with him.. no doubt he is nothing near mi prince charming.. but he have quailties that make him unique.. mi has hurt him rather adly before.. and mi dun wanna hurt him again.. but mi feeling shaky.. mi so afraid Aus will dig out mi feelings for him. feelings mi tried so hard to bury in the ground....
min needs help...
Aus has been msging m a few times for the past week to ask mi out.. and coincidently, everytime he ask mi out, mi already have plans to meet Hang.. mi was thinking.. if mi happen to be free.. shld mi agree to meet him? if yes, shld mi tell hang? what will be his reaction? will he be angry? how will mi feel? ARGH! damn...
Min is so afraid of xmas.. cos it is the xmas of 2000 that we got together... ever since we broke up.. xmas is always a beautiful sad day to remind mi of mi heartbreak and tears.. how time flies.. its been so many years... but the memories are still very much intact.. maybe he is so bored and have no other khakis.. thats why he will ask mi out.. but it is affecting mi.. making mi shaky...
jus met hang yesterday night.. mi din tell him about Aus msging mi... feel abit guilty though.. but jus duno how to put it across.. or shld mi even tell him? or jus let it pass? Hang really dotes on mi.. mi feel at ease and safe with him.. no doubt he is nothing near mi prince charming.. but he have quailties that make him unique.. mi has hurt him rather adly before.. and mi dun wanna hurt him again.. but mi feeling shaky.. mi so afraid Aus will dig out mi feelings for him. feelings mi tried so hard to bury in the ground....
min needs help...
written by min @ 12/13/2005 02:47:00 AM
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