Min is Lost And Lonely


Saturday, May 20, 2006

Damn Damn Damn....

Saw Eugene in MSN.. we had a chat.. ask each other how are you and stuff.. he sounds so negative.. so not eugene.. the eugene in mi mind is always full of drive and energy.. always laughing.. craking stupid jokes.. full of nonsense.. such a fun-filled person.. but now.. he sounds like a man who have been so much pain.. a man who have lost his hopes.. haiz..

thats when mi remember aus told mi that their gang is planning a trip to KL.. then mi ask eugene about it.. mi read his blog and saw the pictures he took.. most are food.. keke.. then mi realise aus not in any of the pics.. so puzzled.. so ask eugene why.. turns up aus din go.. eugene also din know the reason.. *ponders* cos aus was quite excited abt the trip when he told mi..

eugene told mi that aus's ex also din went for the trip.. his ex is now attached and is very happy in her relationship.. aus is still in good terms with her.. wow.. he really is big hearted.. how could he remain so calm and composed when he have to face the girl he loves almost everyday and knowing that she loves another?

mi browse abit at eugene's bloggie.. found aus's bloggie link.. went to take a look.. was so suprised that he started to update his bloggie again on jan 06.. a gap of more then a year.. took a while to update miself about his life.. some of his entries make mi sad.. he sounds kinda lonely and empty.. haiz.. hope that someone will enter his life to fill up his emptiness.. brighten his life up with love..

please be happy.........

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