Min is Lost And Lonely


Sunday, September 18, 2005

*HeArTaChE* *HeArTaChE*

today.. 18th September 2005.. Sunday..

@ 0807.. when mi switched on mi hp after duty.. his name appears on mi hp screen.. another few more sms follows thereafter..

@ 1530.. after mi slept for half an hour.. mi hp rang.. mi answered the call.. and heard his voice..

@ 1605.. he called again to announce his arrival..

@ 1700.. mi lie on mi bed.. covered mi head under mi pillow.. and cried mi hearts out..



when mi off duty this morning and on mi hp.. mi freeze in mi steps and stood in the rain.. mi was stunned.. mi rubbed mi eyes.. indeed.. it's his name.. IT'S HIM! he sms mi!?!? mi opened his sms.. he asked mi if mi working.. mi told him mi jus off duty.. he asked mi if mi free around 2pm to pass mi the vcds.. mi suggest tat he just pass it to mi when mi reach the mrt station.. but he already in church liao.. then after that he din reply.. guess he busy in church..

mi reached home around 0930.. tired, hungry, sleepy and drenched.. mi whole mind is on him.. HIM, HIM & HIM!! finally at 1500 mi decide to rest since he still din reply.. at 1530 mi hp rang.. mi reached out, picked up mi hp and answered.. guess what mi hear? HIS VOICE! mi eyes spring opened.. OH MI GOD! am mi hearing things? am mi still dreaming? or isit really him!??! mi couldn't believe my ears.. but indeed.. its him.. its his voice.. he said he will arrive around 1600+ near mi house and will call again when he arrive..

mi panic.. mi was so afraid.. no.. more like TERRIFIED! mi totally freaked out.. mi immediately called caiwen and blabbered out what happened.. caiwen tried to calm mi down.. but it din really work.. mi thought of chicken out.. but mi dun wanna be mean.. so in the end.. mi decided to brace miself up and face him..



mi hp rang.. mi heart skipped a beat.. mi picked it up.. it's him.. he asked mi to meet him in the car park.. mi reached the carpark,walked around to look for him.. finally managed to locate him.. he is still sitting in the car with the door half opened.. mi moved over, cleared mi throat and squeeze out a simple Hi from mi throat.. my voice sounds kinda weird though.. he turned his face to me.. my heart skips 2 beat! he look like what he is in mi memories.. except for a new frameless glass.. he smiles, said hello and mi heart melts.. he pass mi the disc.. (which is a really a whole lot!) mi thought thats it.. we will only chat 4 2 mins and say our byes.. but guess what.. he said its so hot and suggest mi to get into the car.. so thats what mi did.. mi get into the car.. was super nervous.. mi alone in the car with him! unbelieveable!!! we chatted happily about 45 mins to an hour.. then his mama called him and asked him to pick her up.. so mi said bye.. while mi getting out of the car, he said he will call mi and asked mi out for a chat or something.. mi kinda happy that he said that.. even though he might be saying that out of politeness.. mi got down from the car.. walked quickly out from the carpark.. once mi turn out of it, mi ran all the way home.. mi dun dare to look back.. once insdie the house, mi rush inside mi room and mi tears just flow.. mi dunno why mi cried but mi did.. xueli and caiwen called to make sure mi ok.. thanks gals..

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