Min is Lost And Lonely


Tuesday, June 14, 2005

 Even More SAD NEWS! Those who do not want to read about A pls skip this!

haiz.. when E told mi about his story.. he told mi something else too.. about A..

E told mi tat serene go steady with a guy for a month liao.. mi was totally stun..

so tat means..... she and A broke up!?!?!?!?!?!?

AHHHHH!!!!! couldn't believe mi ears... E told mi tat until now he and the classmates dunno whether A and serene was a couple before.. from actions... yes.. cos they are always together.. so intimate... but when they ask.. A just smiles and says nothing... Serene always denys... so their conclusion is A is in love with Serene.. Serene is only partially interested.. so she keeps him waiting and..... A ends up with nothing....

mi feel veri weird.. veri sad.. kinda worry... the good thing is that it happend after exam and his results can make it.... saw sherry online a while later.. mi asked her about it.. she said she heard from A's friends that A and Serene broke up.. but sherry din know that serene got attached... she knew it some time ago liao but din tell mi a word about it...

then mi suddenly remember.. a few wks ago.. A msn mi.. think he wanna talk.. but mama was scolding so mi told him tat mi gotta go.. maybe at tat time he was lonely? he needed someone to talk to? to be there? mi regreted mi actions siak.. y choose tat time 2 listen 2 i mum!?!?

mi heart feels empty.. mi longed to show some concern.. mi longed to talk to him.. to find out how is he doing.. but then again.. who am mi to interfere in his matters? who am mi to feel worry and sad for him? who am mi to do anything? prehaps he dun need mi for anything at all.. prehaps its just tat mi too meddlesome... its none of mi business aniway... or isit?


written by min @ 6/14/2005 12:52:00 AM
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