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Friday, September 03, 2004
So many things to say....
haiz.. actually written an entry for mi bloggie 2 days ago.. but the stupid blog dunno why have an error.. then mi entry disappeared.. anyway its an unhappy entry lah..
A icq mi.. he said hello.. mi just replied with a simple "yozzie" and left it there.. he pause for a while and asked mi this.. "if i dun talk to you, you wun talk to me hor.." well.. its true.. mi wun initiate a conversation with him.. unless necessary.. why? the reason is very simple.. cos.. Min is a total coward! so scared to talk to him.. whenever mi see his nick on mi computer screen.. mi heart will skip a bit.. its time to act.. dunno isit mi too sensitive or what.. but whatever he says have a huge impact on mi.. this time.. mi feel so hurt.. he asked mi what is mi height.. mi heart feel the pinch sia.. we knew each other for how long liao.. mi always have been invisible to him? mi act cheeky lor.. refused to answer.. then he say he will guess and mi just have to answer right or wrong.. and his firt guess is.. 1.65m.. mi nearly faintz sia.. its bad that he have to ask mi that question.. but how could he make such an absurb guess!! the next time he will probably ask mi what is mi name.. or even who am mi? what is mi doing in his icq contacts!!
was rather upset sia.. eyeys abit watery.. was even thinking of how to reply him. and mi reply quite harsh ba.. (according to mi opinion lah.. but val think it is not.. sonya thinks it reveals mi weakness..) then mi sorta calm down liao.. so in the end jus cancel the message.. mi siad nitez to him and straight away shut down icq laio.. dun thin he notice mi keep canceling mi message also lah.. nevermind.. must be used to it..
mi is nothing to him.. except a "friend".. mi derserves it.. mi should not have care so much.. should have break away mi one sided emotion bond..
read his blog.. he got himself contact lens.. so even his appearence change liao.. read his khaki's blog too.. think they planning to match make him and his dream ger lah.. in the tagboard they mention marriage.. someone commented that when the word "Marriage" come out.. the word "S*****" will appear in his mind.. tells alot sia.. saw his "latest"photo.. in his dream ger's friendster..
haiz.. mi better stop all this.. dun read his blog.. dun find out about him anymore.. should not have tortured miself.. mi a weakling..
going to training on monday.. its going to be a tough one.. hope mi can get through it! think its good.. squeeze mi out of energy.. no strength.. mentally so tired until you cannot think of anything else.. cut off mi chance to contact him..
but.. mi going to miss you sis.. cannot even talk to you gers online liao.. will try though.. ohoh.. Paige! if you are reading this.. wanna tell you that mi only mean it as a joke.. dun take it so seriously leh.. when mi read ur reply really sweat sia.. dun get mad! love you all... muacks.. miss you...
keke.. mi like on mi death bed talking to you gers.. TAKE CARE SISTERS! PRAY FOR MI!
A icq mi.. he said hello.. mi just replied with a simple "yozzie" and left it there.. he pause for a while and asked mi this.. "if i dun talk to you, you wun talk to me hor.." well.. its true.. mi wun initiate a conversation with him.. unless necessary.. why? the reason is very simple.. cos.. Min is a total coward! so scared to talk to him.. whenever mi see his nick on mi computer screen.. mi heart will skip a bit.. its time to act.. dunno isit mi too sensitive or what.. but whatever he says have a huge impact on mi.. this time.. mi feel so hurt.. he asked mi what is mi height.. mi heart feel the pinch sia.. we knew each other for how long liao.. mi always have been invisible to him? mi act cheeky lor.. refused to answer.. then he say he will guess and mi just have to answer right or wrong.. and his firt guess is.. 1.65m.. mi nearly faintz sia.. its bad that he have to ask mi that question.. but how could he make such an absurb guess!! the next time he will probably ask mi what is mi name.. or even who am mi? what is mi doing in his icq contacts!!
was rather upset sia.. eyeys abit watery.. was even thinking of how to reply him. and mi reply quite harsh ba.. (according to mi opinion lah.. but val think it is not.. sonya thinks it reveals mi weakness..) then mi sorta calm down liao.. so in the end jus cancel the message.. mi siad nitez to him and straight away shut down icq laio.. dun thin he notice mi keep canceling mi message also lah.. nevermind.. must be used to it..
mi is nothing to him.. except a "friend".. mi derserves it.. mi should not have care so much.. should have break away mi one sided emotion bond..
read his blog.. he got himself contact lens.. so even his appearence change liao.. read his khaki's blog too.. think they planning to match make him and his dream ger lah.. in the tagboard they mention marriage.. someone commented that when the word "Marriage" come out.. the word "S*****" will appear in his mind.. tells alot sia.. saw his "latest"photo.. in his dream ger's friendster..
haiz.. mi better stop all this.. dun read his blog.. dun find out about him anymore.. should not have tortured miself.. mi a weakling..
going to training on monday.. its going to be a tough one.. hope mi can get through it! think its good.. squeeze mi out of energy.. no strength.. mentally so tired until you cannot think of anything else.. cut off mi chance to contact him..
but.. mi going to miss you sis.. cannot even talk to you gers online liao.. will try though.. ohoh.. Paige! if you are reading this.. wanna tell you that mi only mean it as a joke.. dun take it so seriously leh.. when mi read ur reply really sweat sia.. dun get mad! love you all... muacks.. miss you...
keke.. mi like on mi death bed talking to you gers.. TAKE CARE SISTERS! PRAY FOR MI!
written by min @ 9/03/2004 09:13:00 PM
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