Min is Lost And Lonely


Monday, July 19, 2004

 Did you hear mi heart breaking again?

feel like theres so much mi wanna say..  so many emotions in mi heart.. yet.. mi at a lost for words.. dunno what to say and where to start.. mi so ashamed of miself.. mi really hate miself.. feel like banging mi head against the wall..
 
had been helplessly and faithfully reading his blog.. realise that he mention his "sis" almost in every entry.. they must be really close.. sonya told mi about her thoughts.. she click on the only link in his blog.. realise that the owner of the blog is one of our secondary classmate.. and the "sis" is almost confirm to be her.. saw the pictures she took from the recent chalet.. he went too.. 4 guys.. 2 gals.. saw pictures with the gals lying on the guys legs.. he putting his hand on the gals shoulder.. looks like they really enjoyed themselves..
 
can't help feeling that tinge of jealousy and heartache..
 
been visiting his friendster page too.. but everytime mi use the user search.. dun even have the courage to add him.. haiz..

arh.. feel so lousy.. mi hate this stupid feeling.. feel like digging mi heart out and throw it away.. then mi wun feel this hurt and terrible again..
 
oh god.. help this fool.. she is hopeless..
 


written by min @ 7/19/2004 10:26:00 PM
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