Min is Lost And Lonely


Tuesday, May 18, 2004

sianz.. dejected.. demoralise.. mi soOoOoOo useless..

accompany paige to school.. her laptop gone crazy again.. hoping this time the people there will fixed it once and for all.. then we read through the newspaper.. spot one advert, interview in suntec.. decide to try our luck.. meet Isa and Jieying there.. walk in to a few shops and made some enquiries.. then went for the interview.. end up the job is asking people to sign up for credit cards.. gotta hit quota somemore.. sounds not too good..

had lunch at food court.. had mi favorite beef noodle.. yummy!! mi add three small bowels of chilli.. really spicy sia.. like the whole mouth on fire.. after that paige and Isa left.. bumped into ivory.. talked for a while.. found out pei zhen found a job in M1 (SoOoOoOOO blessed..) and serene got a temp job.. Jieying got a tution job.. haiz.. why isit only mi so useless?

had a long talk with jieying at cartel.. thanks to the voucher kaiyun gave mi.. mi had a free spider drink.. mi really puzzled lor.. why would anyone wanna call the drink Spider Drink?? sounds so yucky.. but turn out not too bad lah.. mi had a drink call Lime Me Up.. its a lime drink with a scoop of vanilla ice cream on top.. went we walking out then jieying realise her sister also in suntec.. keke.. we went to look for her.. have a good time souring her.. feels great to have her around.. jieying always brightens up mi day.. thanks dearie.. missed you..



but mi mood changed when mi reached home.. mama gave mi that "you are a good for nothing look" and said in a sacrastic tone.. "howcome you been looking for a job for so long.. but always no news? nobody wants you.. you are so useless.. waste money.. waste resources.. useless bum!"

so sad.. so demoralise.. so depress.. feel like mi off dead better.. haiz... feel like crying sia.. sharine try to console and encourage mi.. thanks sis.. but mi quite depress.. guess it will last for some time..


<

Comments: Post a Comment