Min is Lost And Lonely


Tuesday, April 20, 2004

well.. mi decided to cut off the habit of staying up late.. mi making miself too tired.. mi jeopardizing mi life.. mi dunno what mi trying to do le..

mi have been too weak.. too blind.. too lifeless.. mi is just like a living corpse.. mi dwell too much on mi sadness.. and neglect everything else.. sadness from family.. sadness from the breakup.. mi thought mi can be strong.. mi thought mi at least can succeed in acting strong.. well.. howcome mi acting skills so bad.. mi just like an open book.. so transparent.. can't even hide mi vulnerabilities..

Jieying.. mi know what you said is right.. mi know you get worked up because you cares about me.. don't worry.. mi fine.. mi really am..

Xinyi.. thanks for talking sense into mi thick skull.. you are good in moltivating people.. keke.. maybe you can consider to be a counselor.. hee.. so happy to see the change in you.. you have become stronger and happier.. mi also wanna achieve that someday.. mi so grateful that you have come back into mi life.. really appreaciate it..



hey.. mi realise that there is many things for mi to do.. mi wanna get a job.. earn some money.. mi wanna doll up miself.. improve mi appearence.. keke.. mi wanna learn so many things.. like pottery and chinese calligraphy.. (just a sudden interest.. subjected to changes.. haha.. ) mi wanna travel.. see the world..




as for relationships.. mi not interested..

written by min @ 4/20/2004 04:02:00 PM
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