Min is Lost And Lonely


Saturday, April 17, 2004

wah.. wanted to go to bed around 1am.. but hor end up sitting in front of the computer till around 3am..got this headache.. eyes hurts.. think over strained miself liao..

was talking to E for the past few nights.. it started 2 nights ago.. mi saw him online.. then dunno why out of a sudden message him.. mi asked him when is his exams.. he answered mi.. keke.. E dun give mi face.. straight away pointed out that mi only trying out about him.. oh well.. since E brought it up.. mi might as well ask more.. E use a word to describe him.. the word is 'Lamer'.. mi so surprised.. mi never will associated the word to him.. in mi mind.. he is always so outstanding.. keke.. then the next day.. E talked to mi again.. we talked about the gal he loved.. mi find out more about him from E.. realise that he seems to have changed again..

maybe what jieying says is right.. mi love the him in the past.. he have changed so much.. almost like a different person.. the him in mi mind is gone.. he does not exist anymore.. he will not go back to the him, the him he used to be..


written by min @ 4/17/2004 04:42:00 PM
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