Min is Lost And Lonely


Saturday, April 24, 2004

saw kaili online just now.. mention about the conversation mi had with yingzi (hmm.. isit yesterday or the day before?? think mi memory is getting from bad to worse.. haiz.. is this a sign of mi getting old?) anyway.. that day when mi talking to yingzi.. mi brought up Y and ask for help.. keke.. yingzi was laughing at mi all the way.. mi know the whole thing sounds funny lah.. but in mi position.. its not funny..

yingzi told kaili about the conversation le.. kaili thought its funny too.. and she said they would give me any more advice le.. she said it before lah.. but mi thought only applicable to err.. he breaking up with mi.. din know that the Y issue also included.. she said mi old enough to make mi own decision..

guess its true.. mi always panic and scared.. mi afraid to face reality.. mi only good in one thing.. avoidance.. mi always try to run away from problem.. so the problem only accumulates and becomes bigger..

MIN, WAKE UP!!

found this peanuts cartoon strip.. exactly what mi am..

I want my blanket back


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