Friday, April 23, 2004
mi heart is in a BIG MESS!! everybody help mi...
before mi read yingzi and kaili's comment on mi bloggie.. mi agreed to go out with Y this sunday.. think he want to go suntec to cathc 50 1st dates.. after that go esplande or something.. mi turn him down for the past few months le.. run out of excuse.. so.. stupidly agreed..
after mi read the comments.. mi nearly go crazy.. mi panic liao.. mi so scared.. mi dun wanna give him false hope.. mi always treat him as a buddy.. joke around and stuff.. mi dunno whether this is consider as flirting around.. maybe mi should put some distance between us le..
mi dunno why he wanna test mi.. mi not sure if mi over reacted and give him the wrong idea.. sure.. mi cares about him.. we are buddies mah.. if any of my friends did he did, mi also will be worried.. if its Aus.. mi will rush to the hospital immediately...
haiz.. mi such a sinner.. mi dun wanna waste his time.. mi dun wanna ruin our friendship... help... mi so confused.. so lost.. SOS!!

before mi read yingzi and kaili's comment on mi bloggie.. mi agreed to go out with Y this sunday.. think he want to go suntec to cathc 50 1st dates.. after that go esplande or something.. mi turn him down for the past few months le.. run out of excuse.. so.. stupidly agreed..
after mi read the comments.. mi nearly go crazy.. mi panic liao.. mi so scared.. mi dun wanna give him false hope.. mi always treat him as a buddy.. joke around and stuff.. mi dunno whether this is consider as flirting around.. maybe mi should put some distance between us le..
mi dunno why he wanna test mi.. mi not sure if mi over reacted and give him the wrong idea.. sure.. mi cares about him.. we are buddies mah.. if any of my friends did he did, mi also will be worried.. if its Aus.. mi will rush to the hospital immediately...
haiz.. mi such a sinner.. mi dun wanna waste his time.. mi dun wanna ruin our friendship... help... mi so confused.. so lost.. SOS!!

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written by min @ 4/23/2004 06:38:00 PM