Min is Lost And Lonely


Monday, April 26, 2004

hmm.. saw him online.. he must be in the middle of his exams.. hope all is well.. start to miss him again.. dunno why..

mi keep saying anything else not important.. relationship is phoney.. nothing is real except money.. mi want money.. money is the most important thing mi wants now.. until that day.. sharine asked mi.. is this coming from your heart? mi kinda stunned.. mi cannot answer that leh.. sometimes mi cannot differentiate between what mi wants and what mi mama wants mi to do.. from young.. mi opinion is of no significance.. no matter how much mi argue... no matter how unwilling mi was.. no matter how much mi fight back.. in the end, mi have to follow mi parents wishes.. mi tired liao.. so end up mi character like that.. no self opinion.. haiz..

coming back to the topic of money.. do mi want money? yeah.. of course.. who dun wan money? especially now the family in financial crisis.. haiz.. but its not what mi really wants.. mi wants happiness.. a warm, loving family.. a person whom mi love and loves mi back.. friends..

mi family is far far away from warm and loving.. the person mi loves dun loves mi.. he dun want mi le.. so mi have to forget about him coming back.. but mi really wish the best for him.. the hapipness mi cannot give him.. mi hope someone can give it to him.. friends mi have.. luckily mi stll got you guys..

keke.. but mi like make all of you so frustrated..



sorry people.. but mi really trying..


written by min @ 4/26/2004 11:16:00 PM
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