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Saturday, April 03, 2004
haiz.. another terrible day.. played gunbound with eugene until around 2.30am.. slept at 3a.m.. woke up this morning with a terrible headache.. feel so tired.. could hardly keep my eyes open.. feel moody..
suppose to meet mi lecturer at 11.30am for assignment discussion.. but cannot reach her.. so when off to class first.. although mi sitting in the class.. but nothing seems to get inside mi head.. lecuturer called around 1pm.. she said meet us at 2pm.. so after class we went off to see her.. our school too lousy.. the staff office is locked.. no students can go in.. so we have to call her on the fifth floor office.. but then its sat.. so the office closed liao.. then dunno her extension.. so sat outside sixth floor office and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. so finally decide to give up.. was damn tired with a headache and a upset mind.. while mi was on the bus.. the lecturer called.. she was pissed off.. refused to listen to mi.. she just blabber blabber, scolding and shouting at mi.. guess mi in rather deep shit.. what the hell..
anyway.. was talking to jieying.. think we both moody lah.. she said alot of things which sets mi thinking.. will seriously think about it..
when mi on the way home.. mi heard Yong Bang's version of Zhui.. the lyrics of the song quite meaningful..
tears swell in mi eyes.. but manage to control it.. din let mi tears drop.. everybody is living their life.. trying to pursue something.. some people looking for money.. some career.. some love.. what is mi objective in life? what am mi looking for? what do mi want to achieve? mi life is so aimless.. so meaningless.. sighs.. need a good thought about this..
think mi officially under depression.. a deeper one this time round...
today is mi 9 months anniversay... mi have been officially dumped for 9 months.. cheers to mi...
suppose to meet mi lecturer at 11.30am for assignment discussion.. but cannot reach her.. so when off to class first.. although mi sitting in the class.. but nothing seems to get inside mi head.. lecuturer called around 1pm.. she said meet us at 2pm.. so after class we went off to see her.. our school too lousy.. the staff office is locked.. no students can go in.. so we have to call her on the fifth floor office.. but then its sat.. so the office closed liao.. then dunno her extension.. so sat outside sixth floor office and wait.. and wait.. and wait.. so finally decide to give up.. was damn tired with a headache and a upset mind.. while mi was on the bus.. the lecturer called.. she was pissed off.. refused to listen to mi.. she just blabber blabber, scolding and shouting at mi.. guess mi in rather deep shit.. what the hell..
anyway.. was talking to jieying.. think we both moody lah.. she said alot of things which sets mi thinking.. will seriously think about it..
when mi on the way home.. mi heard Yong Bang's version of Zhui.. the lyrics of the song quite meaningful..
tears swell in mi eyes.. but manage to control it.. din let mi tears drop.. everybody is living their life.. trying to pursue something.. some people looking for money.. some career.. some love.. what is mi objective in life? what am mi looking for? what do mi want to achieve? mi life is so aimless.. so meaningless.. sighs.. need a good thought about this..
think mi officially under depression.. a deeper one this time round...
today is mi 9 months anniversay... mi have been officially dumped for 9 months.. cheers to mi...
written by min @ 4/03/2004 11:56:00 PM
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