Min is Lost And Lonely


Wednesday, March 17, 2004

mi din know he is online... until he talked to mi... mi heart was racing.... dunno why.. got so excited and nervous.... dunno how to react... dunno what to say..

so decide to talk to him in a casual way... hide mi true feelings.... found out he always hang around outside after class.. dunno with who... isit with other gals? he slacking.. never study.. exam coming soon.. he not concern about it at all... going to work last minute... he is not like that in the past leh.. he said he wanna study hard... what happen to him?

mi eyes teared when mi talking to him.. dunno why.. din see him online wish to see him... miss him soOoOoOoOoO much... he online talk to mi, mi feel happy and so sad.... jieying say if she is m, she will tell him how much he miss him... mi wanted to.. but then... decide not to.. dun have the courage... tell him maybe he decide not to be friends anymore... mi dunno how he feels.. he really treat mi as a normal friend? in mi heart.. mi hope mi can mean more then that to him... do he ever miss mi? shifu say mi ca clear things up with him since he say we are still friends... but.... mi useless...

mi heartache... mi so confused.... mi worry about him.... mi heart bleeding....


written by min @ 3/17/2004 02:32:00 PM
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