Wednesday, March 03, 2004
keke... yesterday think mi, jieying and tham demostrate team spirit.... we sorta gang up and bully oscar.. he getting on mi nerves... think he got the idea that we dun really like him... hope he can leave mi in peace...
was raining heavily... mi chose to walked in the rain although there are shelters.... was thinking quite alot on the walk home... when mi reached home, mi was soaking wet.. totally drenched.... dripping water even.... felt depressed... mi played jay's Xun Zhao Zhou Jie Lun and Ye Hui Mei album full blast... mi sat down in front of the speaker and cried mi hearts out... after the cds finished playing, there was a pool of water around mi.... mi got up and take a bath.....
kena flu and fever in the later evening.. head feels so heavy... sonya finally talk some sense into mi.... mi decide to do what she suggested... take one step at a time... mi decide not to hug mi bear bear to sleep.... it is a small bear given to mi by him and xueli... its got a blue hat, blue clothes and a blue backpack... there is an iron on alphabet 'A' on the backpack... although the bear is not big or expensive or unique, mi like it a lot... because it is given to mi by them.... mi even name the bear after him.... mi told him once... when mi miss him mi will hug it to sleep... and that is everyday... when mi not happy with him, mi will lecture bear bear... he said mi very cute... keke... *oops* off track... anyway.. mi put bear bear on the chaor.. but mi toss and turn in the bed... cannot get to sleep... hmm.. feel kinda guilty.. bear bear so innocent... so decide to put it beside mi pillow... stare at bear bear.. still cannot sleep.... so put on mi receiver.... sad songs... finally slept around 2 or 3.... hmm.. maybe not a great start but its a start.....
was raining heavily... mi chose to walked in the rain although there are shelters.... was thinking quite alot on the walk home... when mi reached home, mi was soaking wet.. totally drenched.... dripping water even.... felt depressed... mi played jay's Xun Zhao Zhou Jie Lun and Ye Hui Mei album full blast... mi sat down in front of the speaker and cried mi hearts out... after the cds finished playing, there was a pool of water around mi.... mi got up and take a bath.....
kena flu and fever in the later evening.. head feels so heavy... sonya finally talk some sense into mi.... mi decide to do what she suggested... take one step at a time... mi decide not to hug mi bear bear to sleep.... it is a small bear given to mi by him and xueli... its got a blue hat, blue clothes and a blue backpack... there is an iron on alphabet 'A' on the backpack... although the bear is not big or expensive or unique, mi like it a lot... because it is given to mi by them.... mi even name the bear after him.... mi told him once... when mi miss him mi will hug it to sleep... and that is everyday... when mi not happy with him, mi will lecture bear bear... he said mi very cute... keke... *oops* off track... anyway.. mi put bear bear on the chaor.. but mi toss and turn in the bed... cannot get to sleep... hmm.. feel kinda guilty.. bear bear so innocent... so decide to put it beside mi pillow... stare at bear bear.. still cannot sleep.... so put on mi receiver.... sad songs... finally slept around 2 or 3.... hmm.. maybe not a great start but its a start.....
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written by min @ 3/03/2004 12:14:00 PM