Min is Lost And Lonely


Monday, February 16, 2004

sunday is a terrible day.. feel irritated already... must have been the post vday blues... spent mi day with mi cousin.. went over to westmall to eat sakae.. then go his place to watch doremon vcds... arg... had a few arguements with mum... have the urge to swear and curse... please... mi already 21 going to be 22... a big girl.. can't you let mi have more freedom to miself??? mi so tired of you... yes.. mi not a good girl.. but you haven been a loving mother either...

in all mi years...

When isit that you have something nice to say about mi??? NEVER!!!
When mi hurt miself… you scolded mi… say mi deserved it….
When mi sad… did you ever comfort mi? show some concern?? No….
When mi feel discourage… did you ever ever say something encouraging? No.. you only say mi stupid and add more sarcastic words….

Blah… blah… blah….

Mi couldn’t stand it….

Why isit that you must control everything?
Mi cannot even watch tv? cannot decide what time mi wanna sleep? cannot decide what time mi wanna bathe? cannot decide what to eat?

You stop giving mi allowances more then 3 years ago... now that mi have mi pathetic attathment allowances, you are taking 76.923% of it!!! stop telling mi that the electricity bills are expensive.. if you are taking most of mi allowances then at least give mi some credit for that...

Mi SICK AND TIRED OF LIVING UNDER YOUR RULES!!!!! Leave mi alone....



written by min @ 2/16/2004 12:34:00 PM
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