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Monday, February 16, 2004
haiz.. haiz... haiz... Terrible monday blues.... going to be a rather long update bear with me ppl....
hmm.. reach home about 12am after leaving kaili's home... had a nice evening.... but rather tired... obviously kena scolding from mama... expected..
stupid mi was thinking whether he will sms mi... ha.. wishful thinking.... of course he din.. but mi couldn't help feeling disappointed.. its been more then 7 months... memories becomes more vivid... feelings never fade one bit... but pain and heartache increases everyday.... god help mi....
suddenly felt so depressed and upset when mi walking home... so quiet and lonely... empty... heartache ah... after mi bathe.. mi sit on mi bed.. stare out of the window... mi missed him so much... so mi looked at his photo.. read mi collection of his sms.. mi feel like dying... after what seems like hours... finally cannot control the pain.. mi head under mi pillow and blanket... hold the bear he gave mi... and cried miself to sleep....
hmm.. reach home about 12am after leaving kaili's home... had a nice evening.... but rather tired... obviously kena scolding from mama... expected..
stupid mi was thinking whether he will sms mi... ha.. wishful thinking.... of course he din.. but mi couldn't help feeling disappointed.. its been more then 7 months... memories becomes more vivid... feelings never fade one bit... but pain and heartache increases everyday.... god help mi....
suddenly felt so depressed and upset when mi walking home... so quiet and lonely... empty... heartache ah... after mi bathe.. mi sit on mi bed.. stare out of the window... mi missed him so much... so mi looked at his photo.. read mi collection of his sms.. mi feel like dying... after what seems like hours... finally cannot control the pain.. mi head under mi pillow and blanket... hold the bear he gave mi... and cried miself to sleep....
written by min @ 2/16/2004 12:17:00 PM
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