Min is Lost And Lonely


Monday, February 16, 2004

Guy Y called on sunday nite.. he told me that he went out with a gal.. they ate at fullerton hotel.. that meal cost him more then 200 bucks... he very 'xin tong'... oh well.. then dunno why we started on discussing about relationship matters.. then mi realise how different guys are from gals...

mi too simple-minded... from young.. mi believe in those fairy tales... mi really believe that my prince charming will sweep mi off mi feet and live happily ever after... mi wanted a simple life.. mi just want simple happiness... mi wanna meet the person whom mi loves and him loving mi.. it doesn't matter what kind of house we live in... what transpot we taking.. all mi wanna do is to grow old with that person... now mi think all of it is just a fantasy which is not ever ever going to be happening.... thats sad...



finally got the book from yingzi.. "Men are from Mars. Women are from Venus." read 2 chapters liao... mi think its a great book.. enjoy reading it... mi think mi can probably learn lots of lessons from it.. after reading 2 chapters.. mi recall some of the instances and finally got to understand some of his behaviours... but its too late... mi have done the all the wrong things and react in the worst possible ways... maybe mi pushed him away by that... sorry...

someone sent mi an email.. couldn't remember exactly... theres a paragraph that sounds like...

"If you can't forget him.. Let him know... He might be loving you all this while... Tomorrow might be too late"

this sentance keep running through my head... but mi dun have the courage to do so... he might have forgotten all about me.. mi dun wanna distrupt his life anyway.. dun wanna bother him... but mi sincerely wish him all the best... be happy... make mi heartache worthwhile.....


written by min @ 2/16/2004 01:27:00 PM
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