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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
sianz... another boring day... always sit infront of the computer.... sometimes got work to do... sometimes just surfing aimlessly.... sometimes just stare blankly... going to graduate soon.. assuming i manage to clear all my modules and project....
sigh.. what to do after graduation leh?? continue to study?? no money... mama discourage me from doing so... she says i'm stupid and its a waste of time... she wants me to go out to work... earn money for the rest of my pathetic life to feed her... haiz... what isit about mothers?? arn;t they suppose to be encouraging?? my mum is just the total oppsite... in all my years, she never had something good to say about me... am i really that useless in her eyes?
well.. if i am going to work.. then what kind of job to get?? not that i can afford to be choosy... i have no talent.. not hardworking... super lazy and not moltivated at all... *ponders*
what am i going to do with my life?? *clueless*
sigh.. what to do after graduation leh?? continue to study?? no money... mama discourage me from doing so... she says i'm stupid and its a waste of time... she wants me to go out to work... earn money for the rest of my pathetic life to feed her... haiz... what isit about mothers?? arn;t they suppose to be encouraging?? my mum is just the total oppsite... in all my years, she never had something good to say about me... am i really that useless in her eyes?
well.. if i am going to work.. then what kind of job to get?? not that i can afford to be choosy... i have no talent.. not hardworking... super lazy and not moltivated at all... *ponders*
what am i going to do with my life?? *clueless*
written by min @ 1/07/2004 10:31:00 AM
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